How I Met Your Mother | Slow Ascent [Hearth's Day][CLOSED]
Mar 8, 2023 1:24:50 GMT -5
Post by Delaela Fenastra-Asiliari on Mar 8, 2023 1:24:50 GMT -5
Watching Cyran tuck his ring away in his pocket, as she had hidden from him, makes her chuckle. She sticks her tongue out at him playfully, a light tease, before they pay up and walk away. Her shoulders are held rigid at as the vendor wished them a romantic evening, a complicated twist of feelings roiling uncomfortably in her stomach. Romance. She looks sidelong at Cyran as she walks; that was not something she typically thought about. It was hard enough to connect with people and befriend them, anything of a romantic nature was not something she felt was possible. Perhaps something she did not deserve.
But the thought did not fill her with disquiet, as did the other anxieties or inconsistencies in her existence that made it hard for her to justify being around others. Maybe... it was the day, the night, seeing the young ones arm in arm (as they had been earlier), holding hands (as they had earlier), cuddled up against the chill and the ash (as they had been before), that led her to not eschew this thought and banish it to the other areas of her mind where distant hopes laid. Instead, she leaves that notion where it is, a puzzle to pore over and study what it might mean. Her stomach squirms.
She only hoped the ring would be... welcome. Good enough. Del was a practical smith, making nails, horseshoes, cutlery, and tools in addition to weaponry. Much time and attention to detail was spent making something just so, something that could be at home on a farmer's hand or around the head of a noble. Making things for others is her vocation, she could make finery with her hands, she knew. But for herself...? She sported no weapon, no jewels. The only thing of note was the gold and wood beadwork in her hair that her curls were pulled through. She didn't seek them, comfortable just as she was.
"Almost," She echoes, somewhat inanely, as they walk. And it is too fast; in abrupt juxtaposition with climbing the spire, the time they have left trickles through her fingers like water through a sieve. They didn't hurry their pace, slowing if anything, but the companionable silence comes to an end in the threshold of Shade's Valley. It's bittersweet; it had been a wonderful, lovely night.
She removes the cloak to hang on the rack where she knew Cyran kept it, pausing to think to offer it to him again to help warm him. No, the fire was doing a much better job of that. She carefully brushes the ash off the shoulders and makes her way to the fire as well, standing there to let the warmth roll over her skin, next to him, as she sets the bottle filled with starlight, on the mantle. That warmth that only increases, internally, as Cyran turns to her, hand in his pocket.
Words turn to ash in her throat and she feels as though she's boiling-- an oversight on his part? She was the one who-- He was kindness incarnate this man, to shoulder that for himself. Her expression is one of naked raptness, watching Cyran speak and not knowing what to say, suddenly. That this was her fault, and she should be the one to apologise. That she had enjoyed herself a great deal and would like to do it again. That she should be the one thanking him. These thoughts spin and die before they can truly form, but one fixes in place as Cyran mentions the constellations.
Those beautiful lights he had seemed so heartbroken to lose. The ones he had watched and studied as a child. Her heart ached for him, then; he still wanted to show her so much of what he knew. It was cruel that the unravelling of the gods lies should unravel the stars too. Cyran deserved kindness.
She would give him that, if she could.
"If they aren't, then I will make you something better," she says, her voice soft. It's an odd and very poignant thing to say off the cuff-- how in the world did she plan on doing that?-- but she means it nonetheless. "--I. Ah, i would like that. Very much." the words are added on a murmur, as if processing the first part of his words only now.
Oh. Oh, gods. The internal plea for strength is useless; they're all dead anyway. Somehow, Del manages a gentle lilt of a smile as he holds out his hand for hers, and places her hand in his.
"Oh, it's lovely," It's a beautiful ring, and it makes her eyes sparkle; simple it might be, but it suited Cyran so well. It looked like it had been made from the night sky itself, indigo and ferrous blue, deep and velvety, like night, like shadow. There's a thrum in her hand at the intentionality of it. Of the reverence in which Cyran slips his ring over her finger. She can't help but hold her breath--
Something seems to pulse through her, and the little fractures of cold ice at the back of her mind finally give and shatter. A coolness floods her body, expanding out in an aura around her-- not one she could see, but an awareness that she could feel what was before her. Him, nearby. Nearer than he was now, with her hand in his.
"I... yes, I did, I think?" She whispers breathlessly, looking down at the lovely ring on her hand. She swallows and looks at him, eyes wide and shocked and determined. The feeling does not fade. Maybe... was that a fluke? It felt like it was the ring some how. The ring and not the ring. Something more, something deeper.
Reaching into her pocket, she pulls out her own ring holding her hand out for Cyran's, a shy smile pulling at her lips. Still no idea what that was, but she wanted to see... maybe...
His hand is cool in hers; it's almost comforting, balm like, against skin that, to Del, is feverish by contrast. She watches his expression, the nervous smile as he slowly placed his hand in hers, the both of them still trying to sort out exactly what had just happened, but moved by this poignant moment. It felt important, whatever this was.
"I... I'm not especially good with words," Del laughs a little under her breath, "But I am very glad you asked me to accompany you today. Tonight was the most fun that I can remember. You've shared so much with me; your home, your time, your stories of the stars, your company, even your cloak. There really are no words that I can use to express how much I appreciate all that you've done for and shared with me. I hope that this gift conveys even a fraction of that, as well as my promise to spend that time sharing space and... adventure with you," Her smile widens, "there are so many places and things we talked about exploring, even here in Darkveil. I look forward to all of it."
Del can feel the gravitas of it as she slowly slides her ring over Cyran's scarred fingers. The reverberation happens again, that tuning fork buzz of connection that seems to harmonize between the two of them into one perfect resonance that strikes an even wider awareness, feeling Cyran with her, present, like her own shadow.
"It... it happened again?" She asks, looking at him for confirmation. Her eyes widen a little as she realizes she can feel something. Something new. A touch of the cool energy she associated him with, a nervous excitement and concern at the deeper recesses of her mind, closer to instinct. It isn't hers-- but it is with her.
Dels hand grips his, seeking anchor. "Do you feel that?
But the thought did not fill her with disquiet, as did the other anxieties or inconsistencies in her existence that made it hard for her to justify being around others. Maybe... it was the day, the night, seeing the young ones arm in arm (as they had been earlier), holding hands (as they had earlier), cuddled up against the chill and the ash (as they had been before), that led her to not eschew this thought and banish it to the other areas of her mind where distant hopes laid. Instead, she leaves that notion where it is, a puzzle to pore over and study what it might mean. Her stomach squirms.
She only hoped the ring would be... welcome. Good enough. Del was a practical smith, making nails, horseshoes, cutlery, and tools in addition to weaponry. Much time and attention to detail was spent making something just so, something that could be at home on a farmer's hand or around the head of a noble. Making things for others is her vocation, she could make finery with her hands, she knew. But for herself...? She sported no weapon, no jewels. The only thing of note was the gold and wood beadwork in her hair that her curls were pulled through. She didn't seek them, comfortable just as she was.
"Almost," She echoes, somewhat inanely, as they walk. And it is too fast; in abrupt juxtaposition with climbing the spire, the time they have left trickles through her fingers like water through a sieve. They didn't hurry their pace, slowing if anything, but the companionable silence comes to an end in the threshold of Shade's Valley. It's bittersweet; it had been a wonderful, lovely night.
She removes the cloak to hang on the rack where she knew Cyran kept it, pausing to think to offer it to him again to help warm him. No, the fire was doing a much better job of that. She carefully brushes the ash off the shoulders and makes her way to the fire as well, standing there to let the warmth roll over her skin, next to him, as she sets the bottle filled with starlight, on the mantle. That warmth that only increases, internally, as Cyran turns to her, hand in his pocket.
Words turn to ash in her throat and she feels as though she's boiling-- an oversight on his part? She was the one who-- He was kindness incarnate this man, to shoulder that for himself. Her expression is one of naked raptness, watching Cyran speak and not knowing what to say, suddenly. That this was her fault, and she should be the one to apologise. That she had enjoyed herself a great deal and would like to do it again. That she should be the one thanking him. These thoughts spin and die before they can truly form, but one fixes in place as Cyran mentions the constellations.
Those beautiful lights he had seemed so heartbroken to lose. The ones he had watched and studied as a child. Her heart ached for him, then; he still wanted to show her so much of what he knew. It was cruel that the unravelling of the gods lies should unravel the stars too. Cyran deserved kindness.
She would give him that, if she could.
"If they aren't, then I will make you something better," she says, her voice soft. It's an odd and very poignant thing to say off the cuff-- how in the world did she plan on doing that?-- but she means it nonetheless. "--I. Ah, i would like that. Very much." the words are added on a murmur, as if processing the first part of his words only now.
Oh. Oh, gods. The internal plea for strength is useless; they're all dead anyway. Somehow, Del manages a gentle lilt of a smile as he holds out his hand for hers, and places her hand in his.
"Oh, it's lovely," It's a beautiful ring, and it makes her eyes sparkle; simple it might be, but it suited Cyran so well. It looked like it had been made from the night sky itself, indigo and ferrous blue, deep and velvety, like night, like shadow. There's a thrum in her hand at the intentionality of it. Of the reverence in which Cyran slips his ring over her finger. She can't help but hold her breath--
Something seems to pulse through her, and the little fractures of cold ice at the back of her mind finally give and shatter. A coolness floods her body, expanding out in an aura around her-- not one she could see, but an awareness that she could feel what was before her. Him, nearby. Nearer than he was now, with her hand in his.
"I... yes, I did, I think?" She whispers breathlessly, looking down at the lovely ring on her hand. She swallows and looks at him, eyes wide and shocked and determined. The feeling does not fade. Maybe... was that a fluke? It felt like it was the ring some how. The ring and not the ring. Something more, something deeper.
Reaching into her pocket, she pulls out her own ring holding her hand out for Cyran's, a shy smile pulling at her lips. Still no idea what that was, but she wanted to see... maybe...
His hand is cool in hers; it's almost comforting, balm like, against skin that, to Del, is feverish by contrast. She watches his expression, the nervous smile as he slowly placed his hand in hers, the both of them still trying to sort out exactly what had just happened, but moved by this poignant moment. It felt important, whatever this was.
"I... I'm not especially good with words," Del laughs a little under her breath, "But I am very glad you asked me to accompany you today. Tonight was the most fun that I can remember. You've shared so much with me; your home, your time, your stories of the stars, your company, even your cloak. There really are no words that I can use to express how much I appreciate all that you've done for and shared with me. I hope that this gift conveys even a fraction of that, as well as my promise to spend that time sharing space and... adventure with you," Her smile widens, "there are so many places and things we talked about exploring, even here in Darkveil. I look forward to all of it."
Del can feel the gravitas of it as she slowly slides her ring over Cyran's scarred fingers. The reverberation happens again, that tuning fork buzz of connection that seems to harmonize between the two of them into one perfect resonance that strikes an even wider awareness, feeling Cyran with her, present, like her own shadow.
"It... it happened again?" She asks, looking at him for confirmation. Her eyes widen a little as she realizes she can feel something. Something new. A touch of the cool energy she associated him with, a nervous excitement and concern at the deeper recesses of her mind, closer to instinct. It isn't hers-- but it is with her.
Dels hand grips his, seeking anchor. "Do you feel that?