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Jan 21, 2023 21:25:16 GMT -5
Post by Sable Rivien on Jan 21, 2023 21:25:16 GMT -5
He did not believe he would find it anything less than strange when... speaking seemed to have an effect on the creatures. First, with the timid woolful, its nature one to flee when it sensed danger, prey that it was; and now, with the owlbear, a predator known for its ferocity when defending itself or hunting. It was against all that he had been taught, all that he had come to understand with the way that the world work, the nature of beasts, of the things that called Charon home, and what first had been just a sliver of doubt now had him calling to question a great many things.
Had he been wrong all his life? Had his family been wrong to act as they had when it came to the hunt? Could things have been different, could he have been different? Or... would everything still have unraveled all the same regardless? If it did not simply become severed earlier because he... disagreed.
Sable didn't know, and he could already feel it beginning to fester within him, a twist of a knife in the vulnerable places he masked and hid at all times. before that darkness could claim him entirely, though, Mikael was turning back to him, was speaking and giving him a vibrant smile that seemed to make his illuminated gaze shine brighter.
Those doubts and questions could wait.
"Thank you, Mikael, but I... did not do much," he said with a bow of his head, his boundaries and barriers known and... only sometimes causing feelings of guilt. "It was you who brought us here, and you who... wished to help the creature. I... simply wished to help you. If I could. In whatever way I... might."
A truth given freely and to one that deserved it. Mikael had only ever been kind and, thus, deserved that kindness in return. Perhaps, from someone better than him, someone who was more where he was broken, but Sable was glad to... give what he could—all that he could despite how little it truly was, at times, for those that were used to that more he couldn't provide.
"...you are welcome, though," Sable added after a moment, his gaze trailing to the trees that still surrounded them, "and we... should not linger too long. The scent of blood tends to... invite other predators," now that they were no longer searching for a creature that might grow aggressive at its sight, Sable drew his crossbow, its weight a comfort in his hands. "...the kind that are large enough to prey on owlbears instead of woolfuls this time."
Had he been wrong all his life? Had his family been wrong to act as they had when it came to the hunt? Could things have been different, could he have been different? Or... would everything still have unraveled all the same regardless? If it did not simply become severed earlier because he... disagreed.
Sable didn't know, and he could already feel it beginning to fester within him, a twist of a knife in the vulnerable places he masked and hid at all times. before that darkness could claim him entirely, though, Mikael was turning back to him, was speaking and giving him a vibrant smile that seemed to make his illuminated gaze shine brighter.
Those doubts and questions could wait.
"Thank you, Mikael, but I... did not do much," he said with a bow of his head, his boundaries and barriers known and... only sometimes causing feelings of guilt. "It was you who brought us here, and you who... wished to help the creature. I... simply wished to help you. If I could. In whatever way I... might."
A truth given freely and to one that deserved it. Mikael had only ever been kind and, thus, deserved that kindness in return. Perhaps, from someone better than him, someone who was more where he was broken, but Sable was glad to... give what he could—all that he could despite how little it truly was, at times, for those that were used to that more he couldn't provide.
"...you are welcome, though," Sable added after a moment, his gaze trailing to the trees that still surrounded them, "and we... should not linger too long. The scent of blood tends to... invite other predators," now that they were no longer searching for a creature that might grow aggressive at its sight, Sable drew his crossbow, its weight a comfort in his hands. "...the kind that are large enough to prey on owlbears instead of woolfuls this time."